Tuesday, August 27, 2013

sleepless nights

I have been experiencing this for many nights now, nights of not having good sleep. I stay wide awake staring at the ceiling of my room, all blank. Hahaha.! There is the saying "When you can't sleep at night, you are awake in someone else's dream" so if you could let me sleep, that will be great! lol Kiddin'! :P
Who would be dreaming about me anyway? And speaking of dreams, hey boy! You've been the constant star of my dreams! So I bet you are not having good sleeps too, right? Mehehe.
I love dreaming about you, it is the reason of my first smile of the day so please, just let me dream about you. Okay? ;) I am hoping that my dreams are the signs, eh? Haha! I am still trying to be positve. Haaaaaay. I don't know where to stand and what I am going to say so I guess playing safe is best choice I've got.  Compromise is the key! I hope this day, 27th of August will be great for you. Seize the day! ;)

lotsa love!

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Sanity, where were you?

I think I've lost my sanity.
Because I don't wanna cry, at least not in front of other people, I have this ear-to-ear grin.
I'm grinning for no apparent reason. XD
Here's some of my photos...

That's not me, took it from Google.com :)

Life is though, but I can still smile XD

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Please Do Not Read

I said please do not read.

Oooh,  seriously?

Hard headed huh?

Crap. Okay.

I woke up from my nap this morning feeling sick. Tummy and head feels like swelling.
I'm asking myself why the hell that this is the only time that I realize how my attitude is going?
I've been a nagger and tactless bitch. Yes, that's how I feel and how I see myself every time I close my eyes
and play the flashbacks at the back of my mind. I keep on tactlessly speaking about the things that he does
that I don't like or I don't feel like. Sometimes, I ask myself 'is this person numb?' that he can't feel what I
want to happen while as I picture things this time, I am the numb once. Numb enough to make things like this.
Maybe because this person doesn't speak much so I thought, unconsciously,
that it is alright if I say anything I  wanna say forgetting that this person has feelings too.
This seriously saddens me. Even though I badly want to come to this person and hug him, I can't. I want to
give him the time he needs, the time for himself. I wish upon the rain, 'cos there's no stars, that he will
think and weigh things right. I wish that he would think about every single moment that we shared most specially
those bad times that made the bond between us strong.
I am devotedly praying that the bond between us is that strong to save us and everything between us.

Hey! If you're able to read this, I wanna say sorry. It may be not enough but if you'll give us a chance I think we
could compromise naman 'di ba? and try my best to adjust.


Your bitch girlfriend.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Latepost | New Hair Style

Hello fellas! Have you been well? If you're going to ask me, well, I'm mighty fine! :)
This post actually should have been made almost a month now but busy schedules just won't let me :(
I wanna share with you guys my current hair style!
I decided to cut my hair not because I'm depress, like everybody's asking, or having a big problem. I just completed the courage to have this hair style after two long years!

Hair care by David's Salon ; a senior male stylist which I forgot the name :p

Selcas immediately after the 'ritual'


Some recent selcas

And my inspiration!
Ryu Hwa Young!
Former member of girl group T-Ara
Seems like everybody is teasing me by calling me Charice P. or Daniel P. and even Ellen D.!
Hahaha! :P
The only difference with our hair is that the side of my hair is quiet longer than her's. :)

So what can you say guys? 
Many said that is suits me well, do you agree? :D

8.18.'13 3:20AM

We hurt each other and we both know that. You, hurting me that way is not an enough reason for me to turn my back on you and me hurting you this way, I hope, is not a reason for you to leave me behind. I hate you being coward. Do you now that you are the reason, still, why I sometimes choose to shut up when I'm feeling troubled? It is you. I am afraid because you always think that you are a useless life partner, useless boyfriend and the only thing that you gave me is heartaches and THOSE ARE BIG LIES! I don't want to see this relationship on the rocks so I am doing the very best that I can... I am happy that I can feel your love for me, you know what I mean. :p
You know, I also have issues with myself. I am sorry for inflicting pain on you. Mianhae ;(

P.S I remember the time when you sang me Beautiful In My Eyes. I wish we can always be like that, after solving problems, we're better and we're stronger.

P.P.S I love you 

Friday, August 09, 2013

3 Things, Be Happy!

Many people are suffering from emotional and physical pain. They forgot to appreciate things around them and how blessed they are, people focus on how to be "in" and listen to what people around them are saying, but they forgot to listen what their hearts are saying.

Because it won't make your life any better!
It's like doing things that makes YOU happy not what makes OTHER people happy :)

Disclaimer: Photo credits from WeHeartIt.com

Saturday, August 03, 2013

ROMWE Summer Sale Top Picks

Here are some of my picks from ROMWE's Summer Sale!

Self-tied Dual-tone Lace Floral Shirt
This is also ate Gen-zel's pick, well, I can't question her. It's pretty, isn't it?
Love the flower patterns!

Green Rose Pink Plaid Coat
I have only 1 cardigan which I haven't used yet because I think it's difficult to find a terno.
I love that coat (above), and I think I will be needing that soon ;)

ROMWE "The Simpsons" Print Yellow Leggings
Simpsons, Yong Hwa, Simpsons, Yong Hwa :))

ROMWE Sesame Street Elmo Print Black Leggings
Elmo! Love :*

Rolled-cuffs Blue Floral Shorts
I love shorts, honestly. Not because I want to show my legs but because I am very much comfy wearing it. I love the floral design. It's so girly! Haha!

Pleated High Waist Black Slim Skirt
I don't wear skirts much, but I'm very glad to have this one, just this one :)
Hey! I'm a rock star! \m/

"Tiger Head" Tank Dress

Sheer Top Sequined Dress
As you notice, I really love wearing black because black looks good on me :)
Splicing Oval Pendant Necklace
I love this. It looks so elegant :)

And good Lord knows how much I love to have a necklace like this!
I have been looking for this for so long!
Hollow Brass Plates Layered Necklace

Shop at ROMWE now! Sale until August 5th!

Disclaimer: All photos from ROMWE.com