Thursday, October 02, 2014

virtual door

Septemer 28
Golden-haired monster, I miss you! Bogoshipo!

September XX
CAPSLOCK-ED PARA INTENSE
WALA KA BANG MAGAWA SA BUHAY MO AT BUHAY KO ANG PINAGDIDISKITAHAN MO? WALA KA BANG MASABING MAGANDA? WALA KA BANG PAKIRAMDAM? BASTOS KA BA TALAGA O SIRAULO KA?
O TALAGANG GINAGAGO MO LANG AKO NA PARANG KULANG PA YUNG SAKIT NA NASA DAMDAMIN KO?
KAILANGAN SAKIN MO PA TALAGA TANUNGIN KUNG “SI ELMER NA BA SAKA SI VANESSA?”. KAILANGAN BA TALAGA SAKIN PA? AT TALAGA BANG KAILANGN EH PAULIT-ULIT MO KONG TINATANONG? HA?!
KAPIKON KA NA E. NAKAKA GAGO KA NA MASYADO. NAKAKA BASTOS KA NA! ILANG BESES KO BA DAPAT SABIHIN NA PUTANGINA HINDI KO ALAM!
KUNG AKO NGA WALANG SINASABI KUNG MALAPIT NG MAGKAPALIT YUNG MUKHA NILA EH. KUNG AKO NGA WALANG SINASABI, BAKIT IKAW NAPAKADAMI MONG SINSABI HA? AFFECTED KA BA, HA?
KUNG WALA KA NAMANG SASABIHING MATINO, SANA ISARADO MO NA LANG YANG BIBIG MO DAHIL MALAPIT NA KONG MAPUNO SA’YO. KOKONTI NA NGA LANG YUNG RESPETO KO NA NATITIRA PARA SA’YO EH BAKA PAG NAUBOS, MAGKASAMAAN TAYO AT MABASTOS HO KITA.
ISARA MO YANG BIBIG MO AT MAGING SENSITIBO KA NAMAN, GAGO!

September 25
You were right under my nose.

September 24
I think I could sleep for the rest of my life now. I am so tired of being like this. UGH L

September 21
Finally, midterms is over! Finals, Bring It On!
My third “4” in my entire college life is now a 2.75! Hoooorrraayyyyy!!!
I am not really, really happy with my grades now but I think I’m doing okay naman since most of my subject are under the section of 5th year A and 4th year A, it is hard to compete and reach their standards so I guess, I’m doing fine considering that factor.

We only have a month now, just one more month. I just want this semester to be over. 

September 18
Don’t know if I can still hold on to this plan of mine. L
Even if I do, I don’t know what will happen.  Alam ko yung lugar na nilalakaran ko pero hindi ko alam kung anong naghihintay sa madilim na dulo.

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